(you're telling me a No Straighted these Roads...?)
Sunday, March 30, 2025
What sub-genra does Bunk Bed Junction cover?
Wednesday, January 15, 2025
mayday in roblox!!! *
so... i miiight have made a mayday head/facemask accessory on roblox.
i love it SO dearly. goodness gracious. kind of a bittersweet feeling, though... i don't know how long i'll be able to keep it for --- could be weeks, months, more than a year maybe --- granted i was caught in a momenti feel like that's reason enough to suspect she might disappear sooner or later, but the thing is. like. she's been off sale since i published her to the marketplace. and i can't/don't plan on putting her on sale or making money/robux off of her. would that be allowed, since it's essentially just an unpurchasable, super-niche retexture? i used to spend hours on Robloxian Highschool making custom accessory textures for Deltarune and Total Drama cosplays ... it's just like that, but i can wear it anywhere. i scoured roblox's UGC Guidelines, particularly the Intellectual Property subsection of Policies and Guidelines, and from what i've gathered, it's.................. mostly subjective.
Friday, January 3, 2025
Happy New Year!!! i say, on the Fourth of January
I Haven't Forgotten About This Plaaaace!!!!! will be updating my blog more for the new year... the next few things i post here will be miscellaneous ramblings BUT !!!! I will also be writing in regard to fanfic wips and stuff like that! ... i have two fics occupying my mind at the moment and, chances are, when i'm 90-99% finished with them, they'll probably end up here slightly before i officially put them on ao3.
Wednesday, November 6, 2024
mayzuke 1
feeling sad today and i've spent way too much time on a draft for a separate post so i'm dumping a mayzuke (albeit kinda mayday-centric) headcanon here to cheer me up (even though these could probably also pass as just mayday&zuke typical best-friendship) ... i hope anyone reading this gets some value out of it too. ^__^ comments are always appreciated
★ mayday has insomnia and certain sensory issues. it's hard for her to fall/stay asleep normally -- she's got basically a laundry list of things that might keep her up at night:
- the room is too dark (one lamp on minimum!)
- the room is too quiet
- her blanket is too heavy (she prefers to sleep under a semi-thin sheet ... it's already hot enough in the sewers)
- she's hungry to an infinitesimal degree (not enough to climb down, but she lies awake and debates on what to hypothetically eat, which in turn only makes her hungrier, and then she's gotta have something)
- she's thinking about potential ideas for songs, whether it be melodies or lyrics. (she's thought up some pretty good ideas to the sound of Zuke's snoring below. it's the great ideas that have her scrambling out of the bunk to jot 'em down.)
- she straight-up doesn't feel like it, even though she knows she has to, for the sake of her health...
it might be a bit lengthy, but... the list seems to just somehow evaporate whenever she falls asleep on Zuke. her best naps are always the ones where they're practically slung across one another on the couch, grounded by each other's touch. sometimes they'll even cozy up together in the bottom bunk. Mayday usually sleeps on the inside. i mentioned previously that May dislikes when the room is too quiet... well, Zuke likes having a fan blowing on him at all times, and the hum of it remedies that silence. but. well, ironically enough, she HATES the faint tickle of the breeze it generates. good thing Zuke ends up bodyblocking it for her more often than not!!!
May is suuuper thankful that he's here. and really, really grateful for her best buddy. grateful that they've reached this level of mutual comfortability with one another. really! but May... perhaps her more stubborn half... can't help but feel kind of odd about the idea of depending on him for a good night's rest. even if she can't deny the fact that his presence feels like a shield. and laying on him feels like laying on the perpetually cool side of a pillow. but, like, if the pillow had a heartbeat and smelt good and talked in its sleep.
and even when they're nodding off separately in their respective bunks, lately Zuke's snoring (the mere thought of him always being here to fall back on) has been enough of a narcotic to lull her to bed, so... can she really complain?
|| edit 3.19.25 1:47pm - tweaked some wording) ||
Sunday, October 27, 2024
too serious?
hrmmm -- about my previous post. i realize i do signal Rock Likers to be an oppressed group of people under NSR's rule. or, rather, i guess NSR Fans[?] (and subsequently EDM) as an oppressing force in general -- considering DK West's experience with said fans as a Rap artist, implying that EDM fans' hostilities extend beyond just Rock.
i'm not sure if i'll go full Take-Things-Too-Seriously mode where I say people are being outright killed in Vinyl City over music preference... even though there has canonically been violence, and with violence and misinformation comes death... so... this Music shit does indeed get serious *scratches my head*
looking back, i guess it was kind of inevitable -- once the clutches of my obsession took over, it was inevitable that my experiences as a marginalized person who just so happened to spend the first sixteen years of her life living lower-middle class in New York City under a government that doesn't seem to care/is actively working against me, would manage to worm their way into my thoughts about a game that is Smattered!! with hints & messaging about political shit like fascism (forcible suppression of opposing beliefs ... the suppression of rock) and propaganda (see: the language used during the newscast following Sayu's battle + certain aspects of Tatiana's speeches throughout the game) among many others, as this tumblr post so thankfully puts it. and. i mean. doesn't everyone project onto their favorite games/characters?
i don't know what's making me explain myself but... like... i guess it all comes from a place of Not wanting to be seen as unnecessarily edgy or whatever or. like. being insensitive by bringing real-world stuff into this silly ass beat-em-up game JUST to have something bad and ugly to flesh up my lore, for fiction, rather than being duly aware of the nonfiction consequences around it. like... i am aware. and that's precisely why i chose to incorporate it. i know there are people who will see this eventually & roll their eyes regardless. but despite everything i still find a lot of comfort in turning Mayday and Zuke into liberators...
am i taking it all too seriously? Mayhaps
fragmented rambling about mayday + a bit of vinyl city stuff
i like to think that Vinyl City is a LOT bigger than visually expressed ingame (mostly due to No Straight Road's status as an indie boss rush game meaning making the city hub fucking gargantuan was unnecessary both gameplaywise and resource-wise.)
the difference between them and May, however, is that her stubbornness went beyond refusing to assimilate. in fact, there's nothing she had ever wanted more than to be a rockstar. to bring Rock back to the top, just as Kul Fyra had done long ago. to be famous.
she doesn't realize it outright, but she equates fame with agency. probably because of... the apparent idea of how NSR works as a governing body: it has the NSR elites ... famous musician(s) ranking high in society, with the districts of which they own and have complete control over. maybe this is corny, but i see Mayday's yearning to be a famous rockstar as not only a Kul Fyra-motivated thing, but also a desire to be able to Rightfully give back to people and the places she'd grown up around. (though, The Goolings' stardom was similar in the sense that Rock music was at its peak, therefore Rock lovers were flourishing. Teenage May pined endlessly for a time where it could flourish once again.)
even though, Mayday would probably have her own gripes about joining NSR as a Rock musician, the same force that's responsible for most of her squalor in the first place. but for her case in particular, she deems it a necessary evil.
i will talk about mayday's family now. this section will be probably less cohesive compared to the previous because i'm not firm on it yet but alas!
mayday was raised by her grandmother and dad. she does have other relatives Buuuutt they're not really as important, i guess.
(grandmother, as in her deceased mom's mom by the way. and may's father is her birth father and a widower (though technically they had their daughter as younger unmarried-but-still-devoted adults.)
i think that was kind of a confusing way to put it so let me try again: Mayday's mom is deceased, so her grandma (on her mama's side) and her father take care of her.)
(this paragraph is not as important either and is subject to change:) now, i don't wanna say the two adults had a strained relationship but for some reason i've always thought that things were just. kind of tense, mostly on her grandma's side & directed towards her dad. it may have something to do with the sudden passing of her mom ... which i do NOT think May's dad was responsible for, but... like... from her grandma's perspective, that was her daughter ... and now there's this sort of pressure on Mayday as the Super-Only-Child and also the only non-washed up person there, so ... it's a large factor as to why neither of her guardians are at all thrilled that she becomes a first-year college dropout.
(Dead Parent trope incoming...!!! yes... i know it's kind of overused and we already have Yinu's Dad [or lack thereof] canonically + Zuke's Dad as a headcanon [also with reason ... it has to do with the reasoning behind DK West's behavior but this ain't about him] which would push the count up to a whopping Three but i promise it's not just a hollow tearjerker...)
i mentioned that Mayday's mom is deceased. and if you read my previous blog entry you might remember me also mentioning/alluding to the fact that Momday (i'll just nickname her that hehe) was a HUGE The Goolings fan. when she passed during Mayday's toddler years, she left behind this hoard of recordings & memorabilia and i think Somewhere along the line, May kind of. like. Equated her mother to Kul Fyra, thus managing to imprint on the 'deceased' rockstar...??? and that's why a majority of her actions are driven towards honoring her, making her proud, yadda yadda. her lifelong obsession with Kul Fyra manifests as a lifelong drive to become a rockstar & bring rock back to Vinyl City.
(yes... i know people can just be obsessed with things in a normal obsession way... but i think mayday is a very abnormal girl... you can call her case a hereditary Special Interest of sorts...)
anyways, kind of going back to her dad & grandma. she has a good relationship with them both and loves them dearly, really. when she "runs away" from home as a result of their conflict concerning her dropping out of college, she really doesn't "run away" for good. she can't really bring herself to. one of her halves knows she was wrong -- the other half is unshakeable in her belief that she'll fare well without schooling -- like an unstoppable force vs. an immoveable object. but as we know, Mayday is not the best at taking criticism or changing her beliefs when she thinks she's in the right and, subsequently, apologizing for her faults (see: the latter half of the Lights' Up Audition, her dilemma with Zuke's NSR drumsticks, the ending cutscene in the Festival Plaza...) so. to her, it was kind of a guilty compromise. sure, she'd stay in the neighborhood and sure, she'd sneak into the apartment if she needed something out of there, but other than that, yep! totally out of there!
i've also imagined for a while that Mayday is an urbexer. short for urban explorer. given her curiosity and boundless energy, she's probably done tons of exploring in her hometown -- places ranging from secret spots in-the-cut to old, abandoned stores filled with albums from 30-40 years ago, to Vinyl City's awfully spacy underground sewage runoff systems ... she can tell you where a lot of things are. i think this is also how May managed to score her and Zuke's so-called Home Sewer Home. she'd been looking for a side-hustle in premonition for when Old-Man Tuk's shop would eventually fold, and got some kind of job dealing with parcel for a post & mailing facility on the outskirts of Festival Plaza. she almost fell into that BIG ASS TUBE that connects to the Living Quarters. you know, the one that those packages fall from? that May catches and throws to Zuke and he kicks it away? that giant tube...
anyways. Mayday climbed down of her own accord once she got her bearings together (through the tube -- she didn't realize she could enter through the manhole near Aunty's eventual Mamak restaurant) and... Huzzah!! There's just all of this unoccupied space for her to, well... Occupy!!!!!!!! it seemed to be some kind of basement-infused-storage-system-infused-storm-drain. as for the fucking built-in underground helicopter pad and the logistics for transporting furniture i don't have an explanation for that. Heh. Some things are better left unexplained I Suppose...
i'm pretty bad at writing conclusions for these kinds of things so here's a song that i associate with Mayday. thank u for reading! (epilepsy warning -- flashing lights for the video!)
Saturday, October 26, 2024
background info & timeline (kinda outdated)
OKAY! Now that i kind of know how this works, it's time to start rambling.
first and foremost:
my thoughts are built mostly off of the foundation/idea that the events of No Straight Roads take place in the year 2006. see this tumblr post and this twitter thread inspired by it for base info. i will mention some of these points as i go.
!!!also!!! this isn't necessarily a theory, or me implying that certain things are canon, y'know? i guess this'll apply to everything else on this blog, but it's all just stuff i've Literally improvised as i went. courtesy of fanfics & posts i've read and with wonderful ideas... and time-relevant bullshitting and mental gymnastics and me just Filling The Gaps over here.
this will be mostly kul fyra/mayday-centric since they're kindof the driving forces of change so just mentioning that beforehand... Don't worry i will discuss my thoughts about zuke in a later post tho... gehehe
timeline up to canon events, simplified:
• It is August 7th, 2006. It is the night of the Lights' Up Audition. Mayday and Zuke are nearly two years deep into their band, Bunk Bed Junction. Up until then, they've been playing live locally, recording their own music in the comfort of their hideout, practicing endlessly for this very day. To Mayday, this would be the night they earned their fame.
... And then the audition goes down as a shitshow because, once again, Mayday has a way with escalating things (except this time, it was more justified). They get kicked out, Rock music is banned and it's all their fault, and Vinyl City faces another horribly ill-timed blackout. Bunk Bed Junction has had enough and hashes two-ish decades worth of rock & resentment on the douchebags at NSR.
And ... that's pretty much it for now !! still thinking about the timeline for the length of Mayday and Zuke's actual revolution . if anything changes (which is inevitable) i'll edit this post and include a changelog. again none of this is supposed to be a definite timeline, these R Just a motherload of thoughts i've had .
What sub-genra does Bunk Bed Junction cover?
What sub-genra does Bunk Bed Junction cover? A very good question I recieved on Instagram the other day. No way I would've been able to...
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feeling sad today and i've spent way too much time on a draft for a separate post so i'm dumping a mayzuke (albeit kinda mayday-cent...
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hrmmm -- about my previous post. i realize i do signal Rock Likers to be an oppressed group of people under NSR's rule. or, rather, i ...
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she was born in a lower-income urban area of Vinyl City, methinks. there's the part of the city with all of the flashy stuff -- where ...